I guess you are a bit surprised to hear from me. It’s been a long time I know. I have been thinking of you a lot lately. There is no easy way to say this and I need to be honest.
I miss you.
Things were always a little crazy in our house, I had my sites on some interesting things for our future. You were the last day that anything resembling normalcy was part of our lives.
You were my last day of normalcy events as I knew them.
I know you do not want to hear my woes and I won’t go into every last detail but September 26th, 1992 was the day diabetes dropped in at our house, unannounced may I add, and just stayed. No matter how hard we tried….it just stayed. It was unfair and still is unfair. You, you were the last time when everything was okay.
At that time, there were hospital stays, doctors poking, there was much to know, much to learn, and tears; way too many tears. I’m sorry to burden you with all of this but surely you can find a way to come back into our lives. I know you have come and gone, and that is the way it works, but if there is any possible way, PLEASE try to come back into our lives.
We need you. We want you. If we hurt you, we are so sorry and want you back.
And if you cannot come back in, could you please speak to your friend and colleague March 19th, 2009—-that is the last day before diabetes came again to our house and if I cannot have both dates back again, and I cannot have you; I will surely settle for this date back instead.
Just wanted you to know how much we miss what it was like; as it was on that date. Wanted you to know how much you were missed.
Please consider it. Much Love always;
I am a diabetes dad.
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